Part 10.
The Porter: Well, I will call out one of the virgins of this place, who
will, if she likes your talk, bring you in to the rest of the family,
according to the rules of the house. So Watchful the Porter rang a
bell, at the sound of which came out of the door of the house a grave
and beautiful damsel, named Discretion, and asked why she was called.
The Porter answered, This man is on a journey from the city of
Destruction to Mount Zion; but being weary and benighted, he asked me
if he might lodge here to-night: so I told him I would call for thee,
who, after discourse had with him, mayest do as seemeth thee good, even
according to the law of the house.
Then she asked him whence he was, and whither he was going; and he told
her. She asked him also how he got into the way; and he told her. Then
she asked him what he had seen and met with in the way, and he told
her. And at last she asked his name. So he said, It is Christian; and I
have so much the more a desire to lodge here to-night, because, by what
I perceive, this place was built by the Lord of the hill for the relief
and security of pilgrims. So she smiled, but the water stood in her
eyes; and after a little pause she said, I will call forth two or three
more of the family. So she ran to the door, and called out Prudence,
Piety, and Charity, who, after a little more discourse with him, had
him into the family; and many of them meeting him at the threshold of
the house, said, Come in, thou blessed of the Lord; this house was
built by the Lord of the hill on purpose to entertain such pilgrims in.
Then he bowed his head, and followed them into the house. So when he
was come in and sat down, they gave him something to drink, and
consented together that, until supper was ready, some of them should
have some particular discourse with Christian, for the best improvement
of time; and they appointed Piety, Prudence, and Charity to discourse
with him: and thus they began.
Piety: Come, good Christian, since we have been so loving to you as to
receive you into our house this night, let us, if perhaps we may better
ourselves thereby, talk with you of all things that have happened to
you in your pilgrimage.
Christian: With a very good will; and I am glad that you are so well
disposed.
Piety: What moved you at first to betake yourself to a pilgrim's life?
Christian: I was driven out of my native country by a dreadful sound
that was in mine ears; to wit, that unavoidable destruction did attend
me, if I abode in that place where I was.
Piety: But how did it happen that you came out of your country this
way?
Christian: It was as God would have it; for when I was under the fears
of destruction, I did not know whither to go; but by chance there came
a man, even to me, as I was trembling and weeping, whose name is
Evangelist, and he directed me to the Wicket-gate, which else I should
never have found, and so set me into the way that hath led me directly
to this house.
Piety: But did you not come by the house of the Interpreter?
Christian: Yes, and did see such things there, the remembrance of which
will stick by me as long as I live, especially three things: to wit,
how Christ, in despite of Satan, maintains his work of grace in the
heart; how the man had sinned himself quite out of hopes of God's
mercy; and also the dream of him that thought in his sleep the day of
judgment was come.
Piety: Why, did you hear him tell his dream?
Christian: Yes, and a dreadful one it was, I thought; it made my heart
ache as he was telling of it, but yet I am glad I heard it.
Piety: Was this all you saw at the house of the Interpreter?
Christian: No; he took me, and had me where he showed me a stately
palace, and how the people were clad in gold that were in it; and how
there came a venturous man, and cut his way through the armed men that
stood in the door to keep him out; and how he was bid to come in, and
win eternal glory. Methought those things did ravish my heart. I would
have stayed at that good man's house a twelvemonth, but that I knew I
had farther to go.
Piety: And what saw you else in the way?
Christian: Saw? Why, I went but a little farther, and I saw One, as I
thought in my mind, hang bleeding upon a tree; and the very sight of
him made my burden fall off my back; for I groaned under a very heavy
burden, but then it fell down from off me. It was a strange thing to
me, for I never saw such a thing before: yea, and while I stood looking
up, (for then I could not forbear looking,) three Shining Ones came to
me. One of them testified that my sins were forgiven me; another
stripped me of my rags, and gave me this broidered coat which you see;
and the third set the mark which you see in my forehead, and gave me
this sealed roll, (and with that he plucked it out of his bosom.)
Piety: But you saw more than this, did you not?
Christian: The things that I have told you were the best: yet some
other I saw, as, namely, I saw three men, Simple, Sloth, and
Presumption, lie asleep, a little out of the way, as I came, with irons
upon their heels; but do you think I could awake them? I also saw
Formality and Hypocrisy come tumbling over the wall, to go, as they
pretended, to Zion; but they were quickly lost, even as I myself did
tell them, but they would not believe. But, above all, I found it hard
work to get up this hill, and as hard to come by the lions' mouths;
and, truly, if it had not been for the good man, the porter that stands
at the gate, I do not know but that, after all, I might have gone back
again; but I thank God I am here, and thank you for receiving me.
Then Prudence thought good to ask him a few questions, and desired his
answer to them.
Prudence: Do you not think sometimes of the country from whence you
came?
Christian: Yea, but with much shame and detestation. Truly, if I had
been mindful of that country from whence I came out, I might have had
opportunity to have returned; but now I desire a better country, that
is, a heavenly one. Heb. 11:15,16.
Prudence: Do you not yet bear away with you some of the things that
then you were conversant withal?
Christian: Yes, but greatly against my will; especially my inward and
carnal cogitations, with which all my countrymen, as well as myself,
were delighted. But now all those things are my grief; and might I but
choose mine own things, I would choose never to think of those things
more: but when I would be a doing that which is best, that which is
worst is with me. Rom. 7:15, 21.
Prudence: Do you not find sometimes as if those things were vanquished,
which at other times are your perplexity?
Christian: Yes, but that is but seldom; but they are to me golden hours
in which such things happen to me.
Prudence: Can you remember by what means you find your annoyances at
times as if they were vanquished?
Christian: Yes: when I think what I saw at the cross, that will do it;
and when I look upon my broidered coat, that will do it; and when I
look into the roll that I carry in my bosom, that will do it; and when
my thoughts wax warm about whither I am going, that will do it.
Prudence: And what is it that makes you so desirous to go to Mount
Zion?
Christian: Why, there I hope to see Him alive that did hang dead on the
cross; and there I hope to be rid of all those things that to this day
are in me an annoyance to me: there they say there is no death, Isa.
25:8; Rev. 21:4; and there I shall dwell with such company as I like
best. For, to tell you the truth, I love Him because I was by Him eased
of my burden; and I am weary of my inward sickness. I would fain be
where I shall die no more, and with the company that shall continually
cry, Holy, holy, holy.
Then said Charity to Christian, Have you a family; Are you a married
man?
Christian: I have a wife and four small children.
Charity: And why did you not bring them along with you?
Christian: Then Christian wept, and said, Oh, how willingly would I
have done it! but they were all of them utterly averse to my going on
pilgrimage.
Charity: But you should have talked to them, and have endeavored to
show them the danger of staying behind.
Christian: So I did; and told them also what God had shown to me of the
destruction of our city; but I seemed to them as one that mocked, and
they believed me not. Gen. 19:14.
Charity: And did you pray to God that he would bless your counsel to
them?
Christian: Yes, and that with much affection; for you must think that
my wife and poor children were very dear to me.
Charity: But did you tell them of your own sorrow, and fear of
destruction? for I suppose that destruction was visible enough to you.
Christian: Yes, over, and over, and over. They might also see my fears
in my countenance, in my tears, and also in my trembling under the
apprehension of the judgment that did hang over our heads; but all was
not sufficient to prevail with them to come with me.
Charity: But what could they say for themselves, why they came not?
Christian: Why, my wife was afraid of losing this world, and my
children were given to the foolish delights of youth; so, what by one
thing, and what by another, they left me to wander in this manner
alone.
Charity: But did you not, with your vain life, damp all that you, by
words, used by way of persuasion to bring them away with you?
Christian: Indeed, I cannot commend my life, for I am conscious to
myself of many failings therein. I know also, that a man, by his
conversation, may soon overthrow what, by argument or persuasion, he
doth labor to fasten upon others for their good. Yet this I can say, I
was very wary of giving them occasion, by any unseemly action, to make
them averse to going on pilgrimage. Yea, for this very thing, they
would tell me I was too precise, and that I denied myself of things
(for their sakes) in which they saw no evil. Nay, I think I may say,
that if what they saw in me did hinder them, it was my great tenderness
in sinning against God, or of doing any wrong to my neighbor.
Charity: Indeed, Cain hated his brother, because his own works were
evil, and his brother's righteous, 1 John, 3:12; and if thy wife and
children have been offended with thee for this, they thereby show
themselves to be implacable to good; thou hast delivered thy soul from
their blood. Ezek. 3:19.
Now I saw in my dream, that thus they sat talking together until supper
was ready. So when they had made ready, they sat down to meat. Now the
table was furnished with fat things, and with wine that was well
refined; and all their talk at the table was about the Lord of the
hill; as, namely, about what he had done, and wherefore he did what he
did, and why he had builded that house; and by what they said, I
perceived that he had been a great warrior, and had fought with and
slain him that had the power of death, Heb. 2:14,15; but not without
great danger to himself, which made me love him the more.
For, as they said, and as I believe, said Christian, he did it with the
loss of much blood. But that which put the glory of grace into all he
did, was, that he did it out of pure love to his country. And besides,
there were some of them of the household that said they had been and
spoke with him since he did die on the cross; and they have attested
that they had it from his own lips, that he is such a lover of poor
pilgrims, that the like is not to be found from the east to the west.
They, moreover, gave an instance of what they affirmed; and that was,
he had stripped himself of his glory that he might do this for the
poor; and that they heard him say and affirm, that he would not dwell
in the mountain of Zion alone. They said, moreover, that he had made
many pilgrims princes, though by nature they were beggars born, and
their original had been the dunghill. 1 Sam. 2:8; Psa. 113:7.
Thus they discoursed together till late at night; and after they had
committed themselves to their Lord for protection, they betook
themselves to rest. The pilgrim they laid in a large upper chamber,
whose window opened towards the sun-rising. The name of the chamber was
Peace, where he slept till break of day, and then he awoke and sang,
"Where am I now? Is this the love and care
Of Jesus, for the men that pilgrims are,
Thus to provide that I should be forgiven,
And dwell already the next door to heaven!"
So in the morning they all got up; and, after some more discourse, they
told him that he should not depart till they had shown him the rarities
of that place. And first they had him into the study, where they showed
him records of the greatest antiquity; in which, as I remember my
dream, they showed him the pedigree of the Lord of the hill, that he
was the Son of the Ancient of days, and came by eternal generation.
Here also was more fully recorded the acts that he had done, and the
names of many hundreds that he had taken into his service; and how he
had placed them in such habitations that could neither by length of
days, nor decays of nature, be dissolved.
Then they read to him some of the worthy acts that some of his servants
had done; as how they had subdued kingdoms, wrought righteousness,
obtained promises, stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the violence
of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, out of weakness were made
strong, waxed valiant in fight, and turned to flight the armies of the
aliens. Heb. 11:33,34.
Then they read again another part of the records of the house, where it
was shown how willing their Lord was to receive into his favor any,
even any, though they in time past had offered great affronts to his
person and proceedings. Here also were several other histories of many
other famous things, of all which Christian had a view; as of things
both ancient and modern, together with prophecies and predictions of
things that have their certain accomplishment, both to the dread and
amazement of enemies, and the comfort and solace of pilgrims.
The next day they took him, and had him into the armory, where they
showed him all manner of furniture which their Lord had provided for
pilgrims, as sword, shield, helmet, breastplate, all-prayer, and shoes
that would not wear out. And there was here enough of this to harness
out as many men for the service of their Lord as there be stars in the
heaven for multitude.
They also showed him some of the engines with which some of his
servants had done wonderful things. They showed him Moses' rod; the
hammer and nail with which Jael slew Sisera; the pitchers, trumpets,
and lamps too, with which Gideon put to flight the armies of Midian.
Then they showed him the ox-goad wherewith Shamgar slew six hundred
men. They showed him also the jawbone with which Samson did such mighty
feats. They showed him moreover the sling and stone with which David
slew Goliath of Gath; and the sword also with which their Lord will
kill the man of sin, in the day that he shall rise up to the prey. They
showed him besides many excellent things, with which Christian was much
delighted. This done, they went to their rest again.
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